What

What do I want

-->I want you.

Why am I here

-->Because I am learning

What am I learning

-->To accept what you are willing to give me

What are you willing to give me

-->That which does not involve Sacrifice

Whose Sacrifice

-->Yours. Mine. Ours.

Who defines the Sacrifice?

-->We do.

Are either of us willing to Sacrifice?

-->No.

Isn't this worth Sacrifice?

-->It is to me.

How much Sacrifice

-->I don't know.



What do I want
--> I want to live in Israel
Why do I want to live in Israel

--> Because you are there

Is that a good enough reason

--> Probably not.


What do I want

--> I want to live in Israel with my kids

Just my kids?

--> That depends on you

Why does it depend on you
--> Because you don't know what you want

Why does it depend on you

--> Because I don't think we want the same thing

Why don't we want the same thing

--> Fear

--> Responsibility

What do you want?

--> You want me, an hour away.

Is that what I would want?

--> No.


Why can't we find a way to make this work?

--> Because it's impossible

So what do we do?

--> We learn to accept

--> We learn to adapt

--> We learn to love a different way

Can I do that? I only know one love. Total. Complete. Crazy love.

--> I don't know.


Why do I keep asking myself these questions? Is it really important?