This may be an overly logical way to do this, but it's the best I can do today.
Things I know
1. I encouraged you to do this.
2. I believe it's the best thing for you for a variety of reasons
3. I have no hold on you in that fashion and never did
4. Constraints upon your time are going to make create huge changes to "this".
5. I already feel like I wait around for you to have time for me already... that's only to get worse.
6. I have to change how I feel about you, stop waiting around, stop moulding my life around the possibility to talk to you.
Things I don't know
1. Why I am suffering from these dark visions of you and this other woman wrapped together like two fishing worms.
2. Why this is bothering me so much. It's illogical, given the things I know (see above).
3. How to get rid of this hollow feeling in my stomach.
Can you see why I'm so confused?
